Saturday, April 7, 2007
05 April 2007 (Thursday)
Its the eve of Good Friday! Ah~Liluya~aliluya~alilu~ya! Drag myself to work, reason being I slept very late the night before. Hence after I got up in the morning I felt giddy. Yup as usual, so its very common for me.
Last night 小老板 sms saying he'll buy me lunch today. Wah this sms from him really makes me keep thinking if I've done anything wrong that's why he wanna treat me lunch then ask me to quit. Another thought that flashed through my mind was he's the one who's gonna quit! BUT both thoughts were wrong. He brought the 3 of us, the juniors out for lunch@Jurong East cos he needa collect cash float from the bank. Out of the blue, do not know why he wanna treat us lunch when we keep saying we do not need his treat. He's a very nice chap. Even bought us Nasi Lemak last wk end when we went back for OT.
He's really a nice boss who treasures human relationships bcos he always emphasis to us the importance of team work and to care for each other. There is no one who is gonna help us if we dun help one another. I hope he won't leave us for good...since to date he's yet to be confirm by the company.
06 April 2007 (Good Friday)
Woke up rather early today, my family went to mandai crematorium to pay respect to my late grandfather. Its qing ming festival. The place was pretty crowded and 'busy'. Its the 2nd year since my grandfather 'moved' place. I missed those days when we'll go to Lim Chu Kang Cemetery to 扫墓. I was quite tired when I got home so I slack around, ate some 铁蛋,太阳饼 my cousin got back from Taiwan, surf net, chat on msn then went to take a nap! How I regret till now I still yet to renew my passport... if not I'll be able to go JB tmr! Wad a waste!
Chatted with qt in the early afternoon, got some juicy news from her, shared with her how I feel. Perhaps I was quite bad at expressing my feelings ba, there are some things which I wanna say but wasn't able to say clearly or say out. I do feel better after talking to her, at least she felt the same way as I do, HE IS 'BAD'! But though I am feeling better for awhile, I am still not feeling that good after all.
The real reason why I'm so unhappy is bcos I've put many things into the picture. eg: last issue not really well solved, accumulate together become another issue or when the same issue just keep repeating then all the more I feel dishearten. When I feel down, of cos will think of those issues that I'm not that satisfied of hence too many things just rummaged through my mind and negative thoughts will flash by. (wow sounds rhyming) I also do not want to be like this leh. Shit la, I really have so many things that I wanna say but just really do not how to put them in words so at times I just choose to take in everything quietly, by myself.
No worries, I'll be fine after a while. Its not the 1st time I feel so down anyway, just that you all actually do not know. Best actress award should go to me! Muahaha
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