Friday, February 23, 2007
正月初一头一天 我到婆婆家去拜年 大街小巷都很静 真的好可怜！七个隆咚锵咚锵 真的好可怜~
I really feel that the older I get, the more quiet the new year atmostphere is. Are the people forgetting that lunar new year is the NEW YEAR for ALL CHINESE and they should celebrate? or is it due to the forbidden of 'unauthorised' chinese new year song that is the issue to this quiet & peaceful new year? If only chinese new year is as 热闹 as when I was a young girl...
年初一 18 February 2007 (Sunday)
Went to Ah Ma's House( father side) @ around 1 plus and stayed there for awhile. This year I woke up quite late and spent some time dressing up hence the late visiting. Also normally my family only go over to my grandmother side on the 2nd day of new year (though she only lives opposite us) but this year is abit different, we went over on the 1st day instead. Then chatted with my Ah ma which had an eyelid operation about a week or so before CNY. Realised that she's grown older, her eyes are getting smaller and one of her eye can't see coz of the 青光眼. She's had operation but still can't see. Sad to say her other eye is also blur so she can't really see well. She can only see someone standing in front of her but can't see that person's face. So she moves around the house very slowly & uses her sense of touch to find things. I hope my ah ma will get better or fully recover for the other eye which she's going for operation after CNY.
Then visited my 姨婆's house, saw my uncle's cute little boy for the 1st time then proceeded to visiting my amk Ah Ma's hse. By the time we reached was already 2plus to 3 I can't remember and I think its rather late BUT my 大姨 still haven reach!!! I had a bet with my mom saying my 大姨 confirm haven arrive and I was right! Every year ar she's always the last to reach, she lives the nearest to my Ah Ma leh...my Ah Ma looked more 精神 on that day though I can tell that she's abit tired after sitting on the wheelchair for quite long. Sometimes ar she may seems quite blur BUT her mind is actually very awake k? She can recognised everyone of us, and her eyesight is still very good. She even said I look FAT!!! so sad~ even my Ah Ma said that I'm FAT! My uncles, dad & bro also said so! Aiya partly coz I wore that FAT dress! 哈哈 pushing blame! Anyway, can see that she's the most happy when my sis arrived & gave her an Ang Bao... she was smiling from ear to ear and even said that she'll help my sis do her confinement if she gives birth. Guess she's waiting for another great grandson.
Visited Ah Wu's house that late evening, had dinner then we proceeded to River Hong Bao. I find that this year's River Hong Bao do not have as much things that are so new year leh... instead there is Uncle Ringo which occupies 1/3 of the place, the rest of the space is occupied with lots of small stalls which sells all sorta staff relating & non relating to CNY. Did not get the chance to take photos with the 'deco' as there are too many ahemz pple taking photos. Too bad~年初二 19 February 2007 (Monday)
The 财神爷
The Big Head Dolls & a Drumer
Taken in front of a 'wishing tree'
Stayed home till late afternoon waiting for Ah Wu to come over to officially 拜年 to my parents as the 1st day he saw them was at my Ah Ma's house. But he came so late, my mom already went KTV with her friends so he gave the oranges to my dad instead. We watched tv for awhile the we head out to his 5th auntie's place to pick up his mom & bro. Oh and I earned 2 $10 Ang Bao there. His relatives are quite generous to give $10 Ang Bao, but as compared to last year I only got 2 this year as some of his relatives already left when we arrived. Later that night we went to Loyang 大伯公 (my 1st time there!) with his mom's farni fren, mom & bro. The whole area is SUPER crowded and SUPER smoky! The joss sticks brought tears to our eyes, the whole place is like very 朦胧 to me! Got an Ang Bao from 财神爷 which has this 4 digit numbers & a 50cents coin embossed in it. Its not so easy to get the Ang Bao as you gotta queue for it and Ah Wu's mom's fren is super 厉害 I tell you! She managed to get into the 1st place of the queue lor... then she told us to cut queue & I was 4th in the queue. Ohoho (^.^)Ah Wu & I go over to my opposite ah ma's place to pay her a visit. All my relatives were there too as this year they visited my ah ma on the 3rd day of new year instead of the usual 2nd day. Oh ya and my 2 little bao beiz were there to visit my ah ma too. My family brought them over. Its been so long since my ah ma last her 2 cute little great grand daughters. They are super noisy and hyper active can? After which the 2 girls came to my house for awhile before my brother send them over to their aunty's house@woodland. Then I took a bath and went back to Ah Wu's place AGAIN coz I left my mobile phone at his place! How blur & forgetful~ he was supposed to book in that very night so I have no choice but to go back home with him AGAIN to retrieve my phone & had a little bit of dinner@his place (his mom kept asking me to eat though I already told her my mom got cook). That roughly sums up my 3 days of CNY celebration (^.^)
财神爷 statue@ Loyang 大伯公
This is wads inside the Ang Bao given by 'real' 财神爷
年初三 20 February 2007 (Tue)
I ate TOO MUCH for this CNY and its time for me to cut down on my diet & do more crunches again. I REALLY ATE ALOT... and put on some weight but I enjoy my new year! I enjoy eating the new year goodies! Most importantly I ENJOY myself!
Sometimes I find myself quite pathetic... why do I have to be so troubled by my weight, looks & everything on the external. Then have to force myself to eat less, eat more healthy try to do more exercises etc... I know by eating healthily & exercising is the main concern for my health but why? Why do I have this fat genes in me while some other pple can just eat so happily, dumping all those sinful staff into their mouth and not putting on any weight? For confident purpose I do believe that I'll indeed LOOK so much better if I have a slim figure, or good skin. Yes beauty is only skin deep but without the beauty that I long to have wad is there to talk about that will bring out my internal beauty and confident?
Perhaps I am not the only one who feels or think this way but why do we especially the girls have to be so troubled by everything which affects the external beauty? Why on earth do we have this judgement that slim is always the best? Eg: Why tell a 80kg person that he/she looks alright when YOU will scream at the top of ya voice that YOU do not want this to happen to yourself? Wad if one day when everyone wakes up and they all look the same? hmm this sounds abit scary but wad if? Wad if everybody's faces look the same, sizes and builds are the same... ? Only then you will have to know everyone in depth so as to know wad kinda person he/she is rather than being deceived by their looks or should I say judged their looks?
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Saturday, February 17, 2007
HAPPY 猪年 EVERYONE! muackz! I'm gonna say bye bye to my Doggy year and welcome part of my Pig year. (I'm half pig half dog!) Dun laugh!!!
Hmm its been a few days since I last blogged... really wanted to blog down my feelings but yet do not know how to go about it. Just knew that I've been feeling rather down for the past few days. I'm upset. But these few days of clearing up my mind (闭关修炼) made me 看开了 always told myself not to take things too hard, always look on the bright side but its often easier said than done isn't it? Anyway at least for now I can. Next time I'm not sure liao. Hoho (-.-!)A quick update of wad I've been doing for the past few days...
I've finally cleaned my room, even the windows & curtains! Now I must say I'm almost done preparing for the New Year! I've trimmed my eye brow as well, so tonight gonna paint m
y nails 美美 and do my beauty mask! But sad to say I've been rather lazy to do my crunches so I'm back to 四方一! Ever since after the exams I never really do my crunches, perhaps only bout 50 times 3days ago and awhile ago 90 times. REALLY too LAZY & cos I always stayed up till so late, end up I'm dead tired to do anymore crunches. Tried out FaFa's method though, he said that one will confirm see result fast but hey its too xiong for me lah, I can only do about 10 leh! So I have no choice but to go for quantity and not quality loh. Wad the...
Went to causeway on last sunday & monday... hung around there for awhile then the rest of the week I slack at home. Yesh so boring, but I did some chores too lah that is to clean up my room loh. Most of the time I'm glued to the tv, check emails, sleep, eat, sleep again! 好配合哦...猪年嘛!
Y'day went J8 to buy foundation, initially wanna go bugis to get ettusais foundation cos can use the vouchers BC gave me but its quite far lah so end up I went J8 instead as I've decided to try out another brand of foundation which I heard is good as well. Bad news is that the foundation is more expensive than ettusais leh! etu only $47 for refill coz I already have the case. The one I bought is $54.50 for refill and $16.50 for casing! I wanna faint liao~ so on top of the vouchers BC gave me, I gotta top up too. Though I did struggle abit on whether to use the voucher to buy Polo Ralph's Romance or Foundation but I chose the latter since I tot its about the same & I do not need the perfume now anyway. Owell~ though its ex but I really like the casing alot! Its in sweet pink with little flowers! I would like it even more if its the design advertised on the webby.
The inside look
The Lovely Pinky Casing
Both Foundation Case & Pinky Casing
The SA gave me eyes make overI tried out their blusher & lippie which is really good! The blusher has got this super 卡哇伊 packagin & the lippie is very moisturizing wif glitters... and I mean real glitters! Ohoho I like glitters! Guess I'll buy more staff from them in future! *bang*
Its been exactly 7 days since I last saw my Ah Wu... miss him SOooo much! Gotta give him a big hug when I see him later or mayb tomorrow! O hoho but he's gonna get it from me when he sees me also! Wahaha! *evil grin*
Lastly, here's wishing everyone a very HAPPY lunar new year! May health, luck, wealth, love and all the good things you need be with you. 坏事变好, 好事便得更好! 拿红包拿到手软! 笑到见牙不见眼! Tats all folks! (play bugs bunny tune)
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
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Monday, February 12, 2007
9 February 2007 (Friday) Its finally the END of exams for every members in the B.C! Therefore we decided to have a mini post exam celebration among the B.C... or is it a mini farewell party? I bet not coz I do hope that we will see each other soon! The plan for that evening was to have buffet@Sakura! The outlet at Science Centre... or Discovery Centre? Aiya nvm lah! I keep getting them mixed up but anyway WE REALLY HAD FUN!! and I mean REAL CRAZY FUN! Woohoo!
The 1st part of the evening was to take some photos for 纪念 and also to wait for YouDe. Then after all the members had arrived which was YouDe lah, we proceeded into the restaurant and had our fill! We waited till we got very hungry. I ate alot that day, consider its the first time I can actually eat so much at a buffet. Everytime I have buffet will always very 浪费 coz I can't eat alot. But that day I really had alot! Had tempura, many servings of herbal soup, alot of dessert and etc and I tried a slice of salmon which I dun really dare to eat but this time round I tried again and the taste was not so bad, quite fresh. Perhaps I'm in a happy mood & perhaps we have ample time to eat slowly & enjoy the food ba.
The 4 pretty ladies
The Food
When everyone's stomach can take it no more, we played 终极密码! That's a cruel thing to do when you are already so bloated! So wads the forfeit for losing the game? Its dessert! (mini cakes, mochi, cream puffs & durian puffs) That is why I said we had alot of dessert! And when the restaurant is almost closing and no more supply of dessert to 'play' wad do we do? ... Hehehe We changed the forfeit to KISSING! Yup Yup Yup KISSING! That was the FUN part and its hilarious I tell you... laugh till we 'peng san' and our facial expressions machiam cramp together!
My Forfeit --> KisS 老大
老大's forfeit --> KISS Marzuk! in order to avoid her most hated 'durian' puff
The 经典 of all... (below)
Wai Kait's forfeit --> Kiss Youde!!! But look@YouDe... tsk tsk tsk 多么的不愿意啊！
YouDe's virgin peck on the cheek was 'saved' and he was replaced by Marzuk! Aww~how loving this gay partners are! hoho kidding!是他们让我在理工学院的日子里多姿多彩，不寂寞，也不孤单。 我们曾经一起努力过，玩过，哭过，也笑过。 三年的美好时光就这样的飞逝。。。我真的真的有些徐的不舍但是我相信在未来的日子里我们都会继续地为着各自所选择的道路而努力。祝福他们，也希望这三年来的友谊他们都永远不会忘记，不会忘记这段宝贵的美丽时光～
B.C我会想念你们哦，记得一定要保持联络！ I LoVe BC!
Thank you for the wonderful memories...
I'll always remember the smiles on your faces
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Friday, February 9, 2007
Received an sms from my friend last night. She told me her grandma left her... upon 'hearing' this I was stunned for a few seconds. I knew her grandma is not in a good state and was frequently in and out of the hospital a couple of times. A few times I went over to her place her grandma was always not home cos she was admited again. However I did not know that her condition is so bad though friend told me the doctor asked them to be prepared. Her grandma was a very strong woman, she had persevered on for a very long time. Perhaps wanted to fulfil her wish to see friend get married. Everytime I see her she does not look sick to me, she looks OK to me. I talked to friend's grandpa 2 weeks ago and I still thought her condition is stable. That is not getting better but at least will not get worse. Once you are old you can't expect things to turn to the better but just hope that it will remain as it is.
Yesterday morning she was suddenly admitted to the hospital, in the evening she left... she left silently without saying anything nor informing anyone. Leaving her wish unfulfilled...
Life is really unpredictable... someone can be so healthy and strong but the next moment you know he's dead. Yes, I thought of the past few incidents where healthy men just died either in their sleep or due to some other unknown reason.
I understand how my friend felt right now, she loves her grandma alot and is very close to her. I understand how she feels because my grandma's condition is no better. She was once admitted to the hospital for about a month or so and at that time I am really so afraid of losing her. At last she pulled through but 2 weeks ago she was admitted again due to water in the lungs. The doctor told my family to be prepared as 3 of her blood vessels are blocked. She may go anytime... that is if the vessel 'explode'. I felt a gush of strange feelings when my mom told me this. Then a couple of days later I had a dream... a very frightening dream which woke me up from sleep and almost in tears. Luckily friend stayed over at my place and she was sleeping beside me so I was not that afraid... I told her wad I dreamt the next day and tears welled up in my eyes... but I controlled myself telling myself it was just a dream.
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Thursday, February 8, 2007
Stumbled upon this fun and interesting face transformer thingy while I was surfing around. Below are different forms of transformation of me. Muahaha its fun and I roughly know how I'll look like when I grow old...which is erh...SUPER UGLY + HORRIBLE + SCARY!
This is me in Baby and Child form
Teenage and the Original Me
That's how I'll look when I grow old *sobsob*...现实是残酷的
follow by West-Asian, Caucasian and the last one... I didn't know I can look so MAN! hoho I think I look like 李腾! *faint*
That's Botticelli and Modigliani ( I also dunno wad kinda transformation is this :p)
Mucha and drunkard form...and the 爆点。。。。is non other than THIS!!!
The Stoneage Apeman!!
And....THIS!
Afro-Caribean! Oops should have crop off my shoulder.
Last but not least...
*姜姜姜姜* This CuTe Manga Cartoon!I have fun doing this the whole day, trying out different functions as well like how'll I look if I was originally a caucasian and staff lidat. I'm gonna try that out on Ah Wu's photo liao! And maybe can compliled together and give it to him as part of the Valentine's Day gift! 哇哈哈！
If I was born an 'Ang Mo' this is how I'll look like if I'm a man and a teenage girl
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8 February 2007 (Midnight)
WoW! My cupboard is now Super Clean + Super Neat & Tidy! Due to the naggings from my mom and dad I've finally chose an auspicious date to do spring cleaning for my room! 哈哈 No lah... coz I have nothing to do mah and since I've promised them I'll do the cleaning once my exam is over so I clean loh. Heng I have the cleaning mood ar, if not I dunno I have to drag till when liao & kena nag also. The thing is my Spring Cleaning is not fully done! I've yet to clean my bed area, my computer desk, change my bedsheet etc. I think I gotta continue either later or next week liao. Then~ I have a clean & comfy room for myself. Ohoho! 乐得嘞~
But hey its really tiring to clean up the whole cupboard lor and I was referring to only the cupboard that I store my clothes in. The lower part only not to mention I still have the top part which is not done! I had to throw everything out from the cupboard, sort and refold the clothes nicely, pick out those clothes which does not belong to me, picked out those unwanted clothes and making some 'tough' decision on clothes which I can't wear anymore but yet 舍不得 throw. ThEn~ clean the whole cupboard, the walls inside, the drawers...even have to take out the drawers and clean the compartments. 天啊 no wonder its call 大扫除 its really a very 大工程 for me leh...I'm tired loh. But anyway after the cleaning can feel a sense of satisfaction lah, really satisfied with what I've done...Ohoho 亲爱的橱橱你变得好干净哦! Ohohoho
A.Hey! I've also taken some photos for keepsake...coz I know my dear cuppy will be back to square 1 within a month's time! Tsk Tsk Tsk 什么跟什么啊... How can I let my whole day of sweat & effort to go down the drain in just within a month? I must at least keep it in shape for one month and one day mah! Haiyo~ to think such a small bedroom I have but the things I have to clean is really damn much lor. Who ask me to be so disorganise in my everyday life hence all the tidying & cleaning that I have to do = 1 year of tidying & cleaning undone!
Pasted some stickers on my drawers
Close up Look. The clothes are arranged in colours & tonesP/S: HaPpY 1 YeAr 9 MoNtHs MoNtHyVeRsArY to 'U'
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Tuesday, February 6, 2007
你的泪光柔弱中带伤
惨白的月弯弯勾住过往
夜太漫长凝结成了霜
是谁在阁楼上冰冷地绝望
雨轻轻弹朱红色的窗
我一生在纸上被风吹乱
梦在远方化成一缕香
随风飘散你的模样
菊花残满地伤
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠我心事静静躺
北风乱夜未央
你的影子剪不断
徒留我孤单在湖面成双
花已向晚飘落了灿烂
凋谢的世道上命运不堪
愁莫渡江秋心拆两半
怕你上不了岸一辈子摇晃
谁的江山马蹄声狂乱
我一身的戎装呼啸沧桑
天微微亮你轻声的叹
一夜惆怅如此委婉 I must say that I really admire Jay Chou for his talent. Heard of his song 菊花台 before however did not pay much attention to the lyrics as I was just purely listening to his melody which is already remarkably good! Then saw his mv on 卡啦卡啦榜 which is like KTV format then did i realised how beautifully written his lyrics were. Listen to the song and follow closely to the lyrics, its really touching in some way. I think...
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Monday, February 5, 2007
Hip Hip Hurray! I've finally come to the end of my exam! Had my last paper (Advance Financial Accounting II) in the afternoon and I'm really relieved that it is finally over! *whistle* Owell~ I have no confidence in passing or do well coz my theory sux to the max and my deferred tax qn totally gone case! Ohoho but wadever the case may be I'll take it as it is. 不管成绩如何，我将会用平常心去对待。我得要看开一点才行！Juz let me spend my 猪年 happily. Now that my 3 years in poly is over (though not officially), is today gonna be the last time that I'm gonna see most of my classmates? I hope not! Although I may not be very close to majority of them but I'll definitely miss them...really.
Anyway, we are gonna have a Banana Club dinner on Friday! Looking forward to it. (^.^) For Jesslyn & Kim they still have one last paper on thur. 姐妹们加油加油 Go Go Go! I wanna continue with my 花样少年少女 tonight! Oh no~ I think I hear Panda Eyes calling out for me, Gosh!P/S: I realised something about Caleb...He's abit Kpo leh, I had this big calculator wif some neoprints pasted on it and while I was doing my paper today, I realised that he juz stood beside me (if my 6th sense is not wrong) looking at the pic on the calculator! Aha! Farni guy lah him.HaPpY bIrThDaY tO mE!
3rd February 2007I wanna thank everyone who send their best wishes and blesses to me. You know who you are. Thank you all, I really appreciate it very much. I'm really happy and thankful that there are people who remembers my birthday when sometimes I forgot about their birthdays. Oopz~ really sorry for that but sometimes am really forgetful.Ah Wu celebrated my birthday for me on the actual day. I had my cake cut on Friday nite juz after the clock strike 12. He bought the Old Polar from PoLar puffs & cakes. Wow I did tot of trying out that cake cos I saw that once on the papers and it seems rather nice and traditional. He really can read my mind ar...hee~but actually I told him long before that I want LaNa cake for my b'day lah but due to time constrain, he can't get that for me. Its the tot that counts, I dun mind ^.^ the Old Pola cake tastes nice & yummy, juz a tad sweet though.Saturday, he brought me to Sakae Sushi! I ate alot, till I so full and I think I'm putting on weight already. Aha! Aiya dun care lah since its my b'day. After dinner we went to JP and shop around, Ohoho and I finally got myself a pair of heels. Its rather high loh, think about 3 or 4 inches leh, my god! After dinner went back to his place, fetched his brother then back to my house cos I gotta study for AFA but hor only study halfway I fell asleep! Then that marks the end of my birthday. Gonna shop for my present this coming Saturday & celebrate Valentine's Day in advance. Keep it simple & nice ba!
'Old Polar' cake
That's moi with my cake
Dinner@ Sakae Sushi
Me & Him ( I think we look alike in this pic)
This is one 诡异 photo Ah Wu snap for me
This is the HIGH heels I bought
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Friday, February 2, 2007
1 February 2007 (Thursday) Took my 2nd paper (Managerial Accounting II) in the early morning... I think this time I'm really gonna die a very beautiful death! (死到美美!) No doubt the paper was tough BUT worse of all I really dunno how to do! Though I did study for it but due to lack of practices, I totally messed up the formats and actual steps to derive certain answers. 1 particular topic on Decentralisation, the topic I have the most confident in is worth 30 marks...'this will help me score', I thought. Guess wad? Outta 30 marks they have this dumb 10 marks theory question on scorecard! wad the heck? This kinda question wanna grab 10 marks away from me?! SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!! End result? Leave blank! Though I did read about it but pig knows this will come out ar?! I hate Michelle!!! ( though she's very helpful at times in terms of sending us emails on job vacancies or staff lidat) BUT I STILL HATE HER!!!! Humph! 讨厌啦！After the paper had lunch in school and rather surprisingly the Banana Club gave me my B'day Pressie! Hoho thanks Banana Club (^.^) I love you all~ and Jesslyn used her best handwriting and wrote my name and Happy Birthday on the erm.. 'envelope'? I must say the handwriting is really nice k? Its in pretty PINK too! Thank you all once again, shall use it wisely. 哈哈
Went to causeway point on the way home as I'm feeling rather down already. Actually reason for going causeway is to find a planner for myself lah, I've yet to find a cute & nice one for this year. Called up Kim to ask her out...can't imagine that we actually hang around there for about 7 hours! She had her lunch and we had our dinner there! So its like from afternoon to late evening! Went to her place after that as she said she's thinking of coming over to my place to study, so we went back to her place to watch tv and pack up her study materials...I'm really dead tired (the plus minus 1/2 hr of sleep!) I almost fell asleep during the commercial break when I closed my eyes.
End up she said she's not coming over cos she felt pai seh of disturbing me cos I told her I'm too tired to study. I really dun mind that she come over to study then I sleep de...haha. So after watching 金枝玉叶 I dragged myself home, just like a walking zombie. Upon reaching home I felt abit more awake so~ made a wrapper bag to put Ah Wu's valentines' day gift. After doing this & that I went to sleep at 2 a.m. I think I just drifted to dreamland within a 'flip' of my finger. Yes that was how tired I am, I've a feeling that I'm gonna fall sick soon. NOoooo~
Bought this 情侣装 for V'daY
Pressie from BaNaNa ClUb
A sunglass for myself
My mom with her new haircut...and with my sunglasses she looks like...五百！Thats wad she said hor, but I do agree with her! Oops
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THE BRIDE
FEMALE
TO BE MARRIED